Monday 21 July 2014

"When Life Ditched Me...!!!"- Final Part



                                                         (Continued)


It was 4.45 AM in the morning. The nature was blessed to listen to three stories that day. One person had spoken his heart out. Shawn felt like sharing his story. First of all, there was no reason for them to share their stories with each other. They were just strangers. It was not even an hour since they met. But somehow we get close to some people without any REASON.

The spotlights had shifted from Aditya to Shawn. He started, "28 years back, when I was in my mom's womb, the doctors had advised my parents to get me aborted, as the test results showed that there was a possibility of the child being born with a disorder. Everyone was worried & the entire family including my father had asked my mom to consider the doctors advice and abide by it. But maybe my mother had already developed that love for me. She decided to have the child against all odds and finally brought me into this world. The child had looked absolutely normal and the family had rejoiced. Two years went by & my parents had started worrying. I had not spoken a word even after 2 years. The doctors were right. I was born with a neuro developmental disorder. The medical field had already given it a name called 'Autism'."

Aditya & Sucheth looked at Shawn. "What is Autism?", Sucheth asked him. Shawn replied "Autism is a neuro developmental disorder which impairs the personal interaction, verbal & non verbal communication of the child. I was just making some feeble attempts to talk. Everyone in the family started blaming my mother for going against the doctors advice. The doctors had told that the treatment would cost Rs.60,000 but that was a huge amount considering our financial capability. With time, everyone stopped bothering much about this. But my mother didn't give up at all. Every morning, she used to take me to a hillock which was 3 kms from the village & spent time with me. We used to play, she used to tell me stories, she used to make me write on those rocks, she used to teach me utter words of small syllable,she used to shout every word at the top of her voice just to make an impact on me. Only nature was blessed to witness the love between me & my mother." The intensity in his voice had now changed.

He continued after a pause, "My mother repeated the same exercise every morning for four long years like it was a ritual. It seemed like her voice had reached Jesus. I had started speaking word by word. While uttering every word, I used to remember how she used to shout it out. They say nature is the best medicine available to everyone. It had worked for me. My mother who gave a new dimension to my life came in like a goddess.... Unfortunately, my goddess is now battling with death in the general ward of a hospital in Bengalooru. She is suffering with a very rare disease called Pulmonary Embolism....The doctors had assured to operate her the previous night. The operation would cost us Rs.14 lakh. It was only then I had realised that after 4 years of work, I had not saved anything much. My father sold the only house we had in the village to fund my mother's operation. My father came home yesterday morning with the cash. Everything was set. The specialists had come from London. The appointment was at 4 PM. My dad kept the cash in the drawer next to the television and went to the hospital to take care of my mother."

"I left home and reached the hospital. I met the specialists & they had assured everything will be alright & my mother would be operated that night subject to payment of amount in the next 2 hours. Just when I was sitting relaxed, I got a call from my neighbour asking me to come home urgently. I was unable to figure out a reason. I reached home in the next 20 minutes. I saw my neighbour, Raghu standing in the parking area. The house door was open. It didn't actually sink in then, until Raghu came up to me & said, 'You know what? You had not locked the main door of your house. It was left open for almost an hour. Everything actually looks intact. You please go and check once.' The first thing that popped up in my mind was the money in the drawer. I ran towards it & when I opened the drawer, I actually saw the money in it. One part of my brain got relaxed but the logical part started telling me its not so less. Yes, it was right & Rs.12 lakh was stolen. I just found Rs. 2 lakh in the drawer. I tried to remember what happened. Just when I was about to leave the house, I got a call from my father informing me that the specialists had already arrived & I was late. In a hurry, I had forgotten to lock the main door. Even the gate was left open. I felt like slapping myself. I didn't know how to react. I was angry on my own foolishness. I mean, how can I commit such a blunder? It's nowhere justifiable. It was not a small amount & it was not for a small cause. I had lost my father's years of earnings & my mother's only hope to survive. I didn't know how to show my face to my father. I had let him down completely. The enormous amount of GUILT made me run away from everyone. I decided not to show them my face again & left the city with a promise of never coming back...How nice it would have been if Life had an UNDO button in it!!"

Just when Shawn was narrating his tale, Sucheth was getting all restless. His hands had started shivering. Just when he finished, he asked, "Shawn...(stammers) where do you...stay?" When he told "Frazer Town" it was all clear. Suddenly all the things which Shawn told, started haunting him. All his attempts to hide the nervousness had become futile. He started sweating. His hands were shivering. His heart started beating so fast. All the actions were involuntary. He just stood up & moved a bit. He couldn't walk much. Sucheth was now confused what to do. He had two options in front of him. He either had to leave the place as early as possible as however Shawn had no idea that his money was with Sucheth or he had to admit his mistake & give Shawn his money back. His opportunistic nature was dead against the second option. Aditya & Shawn had no clue what was he up to. They had a worried expression on their face. Finally, after much thought, Sucheth came in front of them & said, "I don't know if you both would see me the same way as you see me now, after this. And yes my friend(pointing to Shawn), you were right. If life had an UNDO button in it, I would have gone back in time and erased that moment when I was labelled as a 'thief' for no mistake of mine. If only I could erase that, then I would not have got sacked from my job, my marriage would not have got cancelled, I would not have got humiliated by my friends & finally I would not have stolen your money Shawn..."

Shawn couldn't believe what he just heard. It came in like a shocker. He was extremely angry now. But before he could react to it, Sucheth had started narrating the entire record of what happened in his life the last 3 months. He had told what had happened that day & what made him commit such an act. He continued, "At that moment only one thing was running in my mind. I needed money to come out of my problems. I saw the gate open, there was no vehicle in the parking area & moreover the door was open. I waited for 15 minutes. Firstly I went inside the house just to check if everything was intact & so as to inform the neighbours that the door was not closed. I had no intension to steal. But when I saw 14 lakh in the drawer, my mind told me to use your foolishness to my gain. So I stole 12 lakh which I required & left Bengalooru.... But trust me, I am not this very emotional kind of person. But listening to what you just said about your mother, how she had changed your life & how important that money was for you right now, I couldn't just be normal. I feel ashamed of myself now. Ìt was not necessary for me to tell you all this if I still had an intention to deceive you. I am sorry Shawn. Please take your money back." & he handovers the bag to him. Shawn had mixed emotions after getting the money back. His anger was now getting converted into a priceless happiness. He didn't speak anything. Three people just sat on that platform bench & thought about everything that happened in those last 24 hours. It was 5.30 AM. Sun was on his way to start the new day. Nature had indicated a transformation from the night to a morning. It was a perfect backdrop for a SELF INTROSPECTION.

Time: 6 AM

Thirty minutes had gone by & there was an absolute silence. All the three people were lost in thoughts. Their mind had become a battlefield for various thoughts. For one last time, it was Aditya who broke this silence. "I will tell you guys one thing." Both turned towards Aditya. "All the three of us have a link without our knowledge. Our problems are inter related. If I look back, everything that happened in this 24 hours looks so PERFECT. So perfect, that it seems like all these were MEANT TO HAPPEN. Why did we get into these problems? Why did we get that thought of running away from everything? Why did we miss our trains? Why did we all meet together in such an unexpected situation? I mean... everything just fell in place like it was some force acting behind this. It was DESTINY. We all met because we had a problem & I think we got into such a problem, only because we could all meet this day. Maybe, we were all destined to meet... For me it seems like a MIRACLE!!!"

Shawn & Sucheth nodded in agreement to Adityas statement. All the three men had a smile on their face. Aditya continued, "I now feel my problems are less when compared to yours. I am pretty sure even you guys would have felt that your problems are less when compared with the other two. I now regret thinking of ending my life. There is so much to experience & explore in this world.... Just when I was thinking, something flashed my mind. If we analyse our problems, two common factors are money & love. When you both are struggling for money every moment, my problem is I have a lot of money. I do not have people who love and respect me for reasons other than my wealth. Until I met you guys, I didn't know the plight of a common man.... So how about starting an NGO together? You both can work for this organisation with me. We shall work together with a mission. There are so many people with problems, which we cannot even think of. We can touch many lives. It seems like, this maybe our PURPOSE in life."

He looked at the other two in anticipation of their replies. He was more than happy when the other two replied, "I am IN!!" He was amazed by seeing the excitement in their eyes. It was an excitement of a new idea, a new dream & a new walk of life. He said, "So first let's go meet Shawn's mother & once the operation is done, we will start planning for this new organisation. Sucheth, I will help you pay your debts. Let's make this new dream possible guys(says in excitement)..." The Sun had made his way to start a new day. Just when he rose, to remove darkness & bring in light to the world, a new hope had already started driving these three people. Aditya finally remarked, "Just when I was thinking Life had ditched me...l fell in LOVE with it once again!!!"

So three people, having three different stories, with three different approaches to run away from them had MET & found ONE SOLUTION for all their problems. Every person who comes into our life, comes in for a reason. Every person who stays in YOUR WORLD, is there in your life only because a purpose exists. More often, the purpose is known only at the end. We all are linked to each other without knowing that fact. Sometimes it's a chain reaction. Our actions hit someone, somewhere without our knowledge. So no person comes into our life, without a DUE. If you have fought with your friend, broke up with your partner, lost money somewhere, met someone new today, it's all because it is DESTINED TO HAPPEN. Miracles do happen in life. Miracle is not only when something filmy happens in life & you come out of a problem. It is when something happens instantly, which will change the course of your journey & give a new dimension to your story.

And for these three people, what happened in THOSE 24 hours is still a MIRACLE!!!

                                                                                                              - Naveen. S.N
                                                   

Monday 14 July 2014

"When Life Ditched Me....!!!"- Part II

                                                             (Continued)


"When things are MEANT TO HAPPEN, nothing can stop them. They say everything has a purpose. Wind blows only to reach people, clouds shower rain only to reach the earth, your heart beats every second only to make you realize that you are ALIVE this moment, after hours of sleep, you still wake up alive every morning because you have a purpose in life."

Date: 11/07/2014
Time: 4 AM
Location: Nalwar Railway Station, Near Yadgir.

It was still dark outside. After 13 hours of journey from Mumbai the train had reached Nalwar Railway Station. Aditya had a bad sleep. He was finding the journey irritating. After all, he was not used to all this. For the first time in his life, he was traveling in a train & moreover it was the first class passenger coach. A person, who was the King of an Empire a day back, was no longer interested in the luxury. It was a 15 minute halt in Nalwar station. Aditya wanted to have a smoke. It had become his best friend off late. He knew a smoke was just a temporary relief & would ruin his body but he believed that his soul had already died. He saw a Tea joint in the station and got down.

At the same time the train from Bengalooru reaches Nalwar station. 11 hours had gone by and destination was still far ahead. Shawn had not slept the whole journey. How can he get a sleep when he had committed the biggest blunder of his life? The train had halted and he came out in need of fresh air. Just when he landed on the platform, he saw a small boy with a bag in his hand running hard. The small boy crossed Shawn & he wondered why he was running so hard with a bag in his hand. Just when he was trying to figure out the reason, he saw a person chasing this small boy & that's when he realized that the small guy had stolen the bag of this person. He did not think twice, but ran hard to chase the boy. The small boy managed to cross the platform and immediately took a road which connected to the nearest village & the chase lasted for a few minutes. When the small boy knew two men were chasing him & it became very difficult, he gave up. He threw the bag to them and ran away into the dark.

Shawn took the bag in his hand & the owner of the bag came running to Shawn & said, "Sir... thank you (breathing hard). Thank you so much. I mean, if you weren't there, I would have lost this bag. This bag means a lot to me... I owe you so much." Shawn just said, "Its okay. It just struck to me at the right time." The other person said, "Sir, I really don't know how much to thank you. If I had lost this bag, I would have had no reason to live." and shrugs his shoulder. He added, "You really came in like a HERO." Shawn smiled and said, “Hmmmm... Sometimes we fail to become heroes in our own life & you are calling me a Hero. That's funny!!" Two minutes of abrupt silence followed and finally Shawn broke it by extending a handshake and said, "This is Shawn George." The other person immediately reciprocated the gesture and said, "Oh I am sorry I didn't introduce myself... Anyways, My name is Sucheth Krishnan." That's how they MET!! *click*

By the time they came back to the platform, the train had left the station. They didn’t know how to react. The station master told them that the next train to Mumbai was only at 11 AM. It was 4.15 in the morning, they had missed their train & they were now sitting idle on the platform bench of a railway station in a place they had never heard of. Reasons were more than sufficient to cause irritation.30 minutes had gone by and there was utter silence. Just on the other side of the station, there was a person sitting on the platform bench & looking at the stars. Was he searching for someone? Sucheth could recognize this man on the other side. He got up and suddenly screamed, "Its Aditya Sharma!!” & ran onto the other side.

Shawn wondered who was that person & why did Sucheth go to meet him. He didn’t think much but just followed Sucheth. Aditya had willfully missed the train. He somehow felt of staying back looking at those stars for an eternity. It gave him a lot of peace, which was such a missing figure in his life after Priya's death. The cool breeze which hit his face now & then, made him feel that his decision to stay back was apt. He was bought back to reality when Sucheth came upto him & asked, "You are the CEO of Sizzlon Group, Mr.Aditya Sharma right?" Aditya was not interested to talk to anyone. With a stern expression on his face, he just said "Not anymore." "What are you doing here? Do you know the implication of your resignation?" Sucheth asked. Aditya was raged but he did not want to reply back and take the conversation further. He just tried to ignore. "Do u know how much I lost yesterday by trading? I lost 10 lakh on a single day & you are responsible for it. Being a CEO of a Large corporate group, are you not aware that every price sensitive decisions like this must be communicated to Stock exchange prior so that investors will be protected? Do you have any idea how many people lost their money yesterday?” Sucheth had raised his voice. Aditya could not control his anger then. He shouted back, "Hey who the hell are you? If you lose your money, it’s your fate. I don't care man... First of all, I am bugged up with life. Now please leave me alone." He gets up and decides to leave that place. Just when he was about to leave, Sucheth had uttered this, "Why do you care? After all, you are a businessman... the only heartless creatures on this planet. Do you know the impact of your decisions on a common man? Do you know how a middle class guy like me feels when his dreams get shattered? Do you atleast know what is pain? Do you know what is love? All you care is about your wealth."

"Shut up!!.. Just shut up!!", Aditya screamed at the top of his voice. His voice echoed & the intensity in his voice had shocked Sucheth & Shawn. "Are you telling me about love? Are you telling me about pain? Do you know what I am going through right now? Do you know how much I love my wife?" His voice choked & he broke down completely. He sat on the bench & 5 minutes went by in absolute silence. All the three were now seated on the platform bench & Aditya started narrating his tale: "I am not a heartless businessman. Yes, Priya has taught me what love is.... I and Priya were friends from childhood. We grew up together & with time our friendship turned into love. Her parents had given their consent & we got married. As time went by, our love for each other only increased….We were a wonderful couple. We were more like friends. I lost my parents 4 years back & since then she was my only family left. 2 months back she met with a massive car accident in Mumbai. I was in Canada when I got this news. I felt numb. I couldn't move a bit. I felt like my soul was being separated from my body. My senses were lost. I couldn't react. Finally I collapsed on the ground. The love of my life had left me.... (Aditya cries uncontrollably) She was the only one I had. Is there any reason for me to be alive now? I went through a stage of severe depression. I lost interest in business. I tendered my resignation... I lost my purpose in life. Finally I decided to end my life. And here I am...sitting next to you guys & sharing my sob story!! "

Silence followed for the next 10 minutes & there was no conversation among the three. Sucheth had nothing to say. He felt bad for hurting Aditya. He kept silent. It was Shawn who broke this silence this time. He said, "Hmmm (smiles to himself)...Everyone has a story, is it?" & both of them turned towards him....

                                                      (To be continued)

Friday 11 July 2014

"When Life Ditched Me...!!!"

"TIME changes many things in Life. Sometimes it so happens that with time, even people very close to us become strangers & many a times even strangers become so close to heart. But as they say, everything happens for a REASON."


Date: 10/07/2014
Character 1: Aditya Sharma
Time: 2.15 PM

Nation's Prime News channel reports a Breaking news: "Mr. Aditya Sharma, CEO of Sizzlon Group of companies, which is the country's major business group, sells all of his shareholding in the Company and resigns as the CEO of the Company. This news which came as a sudden shock to the Company's stakeholders & the Management has raised speculations all over in the economic market of India. Denying all the requests to address the media, Mr.Aditya rushed out of the office after tendering his resignation. The company's internal sources revealed that the resignation came as a shock to the Management & it was tendered due to Mr.Aditya's personal problems. Aditya, who is 33 years of age was termed as the "Youngest CEO" in the corporate world. Aditya had recently lost his wife in a car accident in Mumbai & was reported to have been going through a severe depression off late.

Time: 3.30 PM

Stock Market crashes!! Sensex closes at a steeping low. Aditya's resignation creates storm in the stock market. FII's (Foreign Institutional Investors) withdraw their investments & investors suffer a huge loss. When the whole world was behind this one man to know the reason for his decision, this man was already traveling to Bengalooru via train. He wanted to meet his grandparents, who were his only family left, for one last time before he bid goodbye to this life. He was a broken man. He had decided to die, as he had now lost his purpose in life. His fellow passengers did not recognize him. In fact who was he? Just a big name in the corporate world. What has he done to the common man? Nothing!!

Character 2: Shawn George
Time: 4.15 PM

He came out of the cabin after meeting the specialist. He sat on the chairs in the sideways of the lane. He seemed a bit relaxed now. 15 minutes back when he went in, his heart was pounding hard with anxiety. After all, it was his mother lying there in the general ward of Room No. 18. She was diagnosed with Pulmonary Embolism. He thought of the agony she may be going through at that moment. A tear drop in his eye and the lump in his throat made him realize how much she meant to him. He knew Jesus will always be beside him. The doctors had assured him that his mother will be operated that night. They had asked him to pay Rs.14 Lakhs in the next 2 hours, so that they can prepare for the operation.

He still remembers, 12 Days back when he was told that he need to pay Rs.14 Lakhs for the operation, he was lost in thoughts. It was his dad who came up with the idea of selling their house in the village to fund the operation. The money was now in his house. He looked outside. Sun was much brighter that day. He smiled by the thought that 12 days of continuous agony was now followed by a slight ray of hope. Suddenly he gets a phone call & the voice on the other side yells, "Shawn, where are you? Do you know what has happened?...Come to your home right now. It's urgent." & hangs up.

Time: 4.45 PM

Tears roll down Shawn's cheeks. This time it's not due to any deep pain or suffering but due to the huge amount of GUILT. Completely devastated by the series of events, Shawn decides to leave the city. He boards the 5 PM train to Mumbai.

Character 3: Sucheth Krishnan
Time: 3.30 PM

His sleep was disturbed by the knock on his house door. It was the person from the bank at the door step. He exactly knew why he had come that time. It was obvious that his loan payment of 20k p.m was due from 3 months. 15 minutes later, he left warning Sucheth that the property would be taken over by the bank if the payment of installments is not done within 3 days. It was a month since he had shaved & it was 3 months since he got sacked from his job. Just 3 months before, his life was so PERFECT. He had a lucrative job & based on that he had bought this house too. If everything had went fine in his life, he would have got married to the love of his life by now.

All of a sudden, he was suspended on the suspicion of misappropriation of cash. He was punished for an act which he was not guilty of. He lost his job after 2 months of the charge. The marriage was called off as the girl's father feared his ability to take care of his daughter after marriage as he now had a black mark in the industry. He was completely wretched now. He now had a loan of Rs. 12 lakhs to repay. Adding to his woes, he had lost Rs.10 lakhs in speculation trading today, which he believed was the only source which would absolve him of his problems. He had lost his job, his girl, his reputation & in 3 days he would lose this house too. In a sense of frustration, he leaves the house for a walk....
                                                             (1 Hour later)
Time: 4.30 PM

He knew his life would never be the same from now. He found a temporary solution for all his problems. He knew it was not right. But he had stopped caring for what is right & what is not. Once he was accused of an offence he was not part of & now he had looted Rs. 12 lakh from the house whose door was left open. He did not feel guilty at all. Instead he took shelter under the fact that he was just OPPORTUNISTIC. He did not want his conscience to call him a "Thief". He thought it would not be safe for him to stay in Bengalooru at this moment with this cash. He decided to board any train to any destination & stay there for a week & come back when things get normal. The only train that was available that evening was to Mumbai at 5 PM. He boarded that train.

So Three people, having three different problems & with three different approaches towards them have started their JOURNEY... Will they succeed? Can they move ahead in Life, even with that baggage of problems on their shoulder? What happened in the next 24 hours is a MIRACLE!!!


                                                             (To be continued)